Lost Property. 

This is something that doesn’t cost money,
Something you have to find,
You might not think that you’ve lost anything,
But to this you could be blind.

It could be the best thing you’ve ever discovered
It definately won’t be the worst.
Are you searching in the right place?
Go back to where you looked first.

The Place you were before you started,
When you thought about where to look
to find what you thought was lost in your world.
nobody ever took.

Izzy. 

 

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A cripple

I once was a little girl 

Sitting on the high fence

Drawing princesses and ballet dancers 

I could be anything I wanted…

I used to change like weather

Unpredictable

Intense

Anything could happen

I used to think like a bird

In search of a place to stretch my wings

With no hesitation

No limits.

Just like a kite

Carefree

Looking forward to strong winds

Longing for adventure.

But then after the sunset

I’d turn into an owl.

Full of regrets and fears

And doubts.

And then I’d wake up being a tourist

Just living in a moment

Not thinking about tomorrow

Or about who I left back home.

But then a phone call…

I lost my leg!!!!!!!!!!

My leg is gone!!!!

How can it be??

I thought maybe they’re lying

But I looked down….

And it’s really gone!!!

My own leg!!

My dearest, dearest leg…

I don’t even want this freedom anymore!

I don’t want this thrill and adventures

I don’t want anything!!

I just want my leg back!!!!

Some people told me I can live without it

But…

Can I really??

Can I really live happily without my leg??

When guilt shouts at me every day

Because I didn’t look after it enough…

And don’t even know who I am anymore…

Who am i??????????? 

An actress ???

Smiling on the stage

And crying behind the curtain…

An old pensioner??

Watching tv

Instead of living

Am I a puzzle?

A rubik cube??

A knot??

That even I can’t figure out

And maybe never will…

…..

…..

So I sit here

Crying on a cheesy movie

Mum’s genes…

“Have patience with all things, but chiefly have patience with yourself. Do not lose courage in considering your own imperfections, but instantly set about remedying them - every day begin the task anew.”

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Aimee Smith - Time!

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abit of tree fashion!!

Rooted to the spot